I recently had a nice drive along the highway listening to good songs. And suddenly I remembered the some k-dramas that I've been watching. A lot of stories of how they met their first love again and how they never moved on their first loves. Aww come on! Get a life. as much as I watched all of these dramas.. I know for sure it's just a drama and almost never happened in real life. It's just for the good feel.. the romance part of it. So cliche..
And suddenly I remember of my first love. Yes it was really a good feeling.. you were young, and trying to have that good feeling everybody is experiencing. Yes.. you should at least feel the feeling once in a lifetime. You must go through the good feel of first love and you MUST also feel the pain of a broken heart. Yes I told everyone that is THE thing that you have to go through in life, the painful feeling of being broken, betrayed and lonely. At least you will get up stronger and teach you a lesson or two about yourself, your heart. About other people as well. About what and how you perceive life and how you will move on. And NO, you shouldn't go back to your first love. Move ON! There are so many more people out there who surely can love you more. UNLESS God has already determined that he/she is yours in the beginning. Other than that, don't dwell on it too much.
I for one, will not ever go back to my first love. Yes it was so sweet, the best thing that ever happened in my life, the sweetest moment ever on earth. But that was THEN. Past tense. Do I want to taste this sweetness again? NO. It's over and that's that. And I kind of glad it was over. No matter 'unsweet' and lack of love it seems of my current situation, God has planned it this way and I accept it. And I will live my life around it and make the best of it. I've had my time and Alhamdulillah I went through all of it, gracefully.
So yeah,, what's the huha about first loves? Ahaksss...
