If only I have wings..

If only I have wings.. I just want to fly away.. I want to be free. Fly away from this hard life.. Be free of all that's binding me from this world. The world full of worldly things that often make people forget who they are, where they come from, where they are heading. A world that is full of hatred, love, sadness and happiness. A world of people who only think of themselves when they should be thinking of others as well because they are not the only ones living in this world.

If only I have wings, I want to go away... do whatever I want to do. Be whoever I want to be. Be where ever I want to be. I want to climb the mountains, I want to swim in the sea, I want to dive into the ocean and be amazed with God's creation. I want to go skiing in the mountains. I want to sail in the sea. I want to go to the islands, build a campfire by the beach, sleep under the moon and stars. I want to go places, travel the world.. wonder at God's creation and be thankful to Him for creating such beautiful world. But I just want to go alone... with my wings..

If only I have wings, I want to go where people need my help. I want to help the needy, the sick, the unloved, the abused. Anytime anywhere..

If only I have THE wings... I just want to disappear ... Especially now at this very moment...