The little dot

There's a little dot somewhere that needs my attention. At this point of life when there's too much going on in my head I don't have the time to think about the little dot. But this little dot could change my life. It already spoiled my whole day the minute I found it. Oh please little dot, please get lost.. get out of my system. Don't grow on me.. don't live on me... leave me. No I don't want you. I don't need you now, I don't need you ever. I'm sure you are nothing more than just a dot but what if you are not? What are you really? Why are you there to disturb my already chaotic life? Oh I hope it's just nothing. My dear little dot.. please go away, please be a mistake, please be a nothing!

When the going gets tough..

What happens to the not so tough? I am at the junction of life where I have to make a big U-turn to the decision that I've made before. One tough decision to save the day. Sometimes you just got to do what you have to do. I pray hard that things will go well for me. I pray that Allah will make it easy for me. InsyaAllah.